Hi! If I look familiar, I do have another post on here that is outdated and I can't seem to edit or delete.
Currently, I am living in Denver in my travel trailer. I have been desiring to live more self-sufficiently for a while now, but for whatever reason, it seems to keep alluding me. I haven't given up hope yet, however, I am feeling an even more sense of urgency given the current times we are in. I'm very aware of what is going on in this current reality and I am wanting to create a new and more peaceful and fulfilling realty for myself. I have done a lot of personal soul work such as dealing with past issues/traumas, perceptions, beliefs, and programming to get me to where I am today. Spirituality is important to me and I believe humans to be more than just a physical being. My beliefs are unique compared to most and I don't follow any religious beliefs or ideologies. I'm also aware and have moved away from the "False Light" movement. It's hard to quantify my beliefs and perceptions but I will do my best to answer any questions to bring clarification and understanding.
Aside from the spiritual aspect, I consider myself to be a very unique woman. I am physically and emotionally strong and I believe myself to be of great value and character. My skills are wide ranging and I have so many things that I can contribute in many positive ways. I'm quite intellectual and enjoy working with my hands. Some of the things I have been learning over the years to obtain my goal of self-sufficiency are: building fires/running a wood stove, cooking from scratch, making herbal medicines and natural products such as soaps, balms, and much more. I love to garden using permaculture and Hugelkulture practices. I can use hand and power tools and I love to build/fix things. Learning new skills and concepts excites me. I have driven a tractor a few times, I can drive a stick shift, tow/back a trailer, and more. I'm just not your average girl. I'm also learning more about the moon cycles/phases, astronomy, plant identification, wild foraging, and more.
I'm hoping to find a partner that I can connect with on many levels, and considering my ecletic ways...it might be a very tall order. Ideally I'd like to live in a stable climate away from the very northern states where it's extremely cold and I don't feel drawn to the west coast. Originally I'm from the southeast and I love the Blue Ridge Mountains. The age range I'm looking for is somewhere between 37 and 57. Attraction is a factor on some level. I'm single, with no attachments. My 2 sons are grown and I currently have no pets. Since I live in a camper, it's easy for me to leave and go to most any place.
My ideal partner would be spiritual, always growing and working on himself, already have some good homesteading skills and ideally can build and fix things quite well. He doesn't really watch T.V. (some movies and documentaries are okay), doesn't smoke cigarettes or drink alcohol (very moderately is okay), he isn't into pornography or professional sports. He believes that men and women are equal in their humanity and that their differences can compliment each other. He is not religious. Mature, intelligent, and a great communicator is very attractive. Chemistry does seem to matter on some level. I am an Empath so men with a lot of negative thinking or who are given to anger, narcissism, or passive agressive attitudes and behaviors will not work for me in any way. I like a manly man but one who also embraces his feminine side and who isn't afraid to show emotion. I believe my most compatible partner exists out there somewhere. I am hopeful.