Liv Smith wrote:Congratulations on Day 100, Dez!!
Dez Choi wrote:POST 94 (DAY 100, Wednesday, 2020.11.18)
THE WORK (yesterday): AM/PM--Allerton Abbey.. The First Wofati Greehouse, man~!!!.. (again).. we had the weather window until this morning, so logically, it made sense to be outdoors, moving the greenhouse forward.. we install the plastic layer at the southern retaining wall, as well as the northern side of the west wing wall.. Josiah moved some dirt to the respective walls, as well as creating a path for rain water to drain away from the building.. I helped with some videography..
Yesterday was an odd day for me, emotionally.. I kept sensing feelings of inadequacy and or unworthiness.. but there was also a sense that these were not of my own.. sometimes, I think I confuse others' emotions as my own.. this season, I ask for the sensitivity to know the difference, and the wisdom to navigate either sets of waves appropriately.. today, i hear rain, so likely I will tidy the Shop.. after yesterday's emotional "battle", I think some solo-work time might be nice.. last week I got to peel logs for four hours solo--this was amazingly therapeutic.. interested to see how this next 90 days will grow and challenge me.. my goal will be to remain in the present through all..
enjoy the pics~!